INSOMNIA HAS SNUCK ONCE MORE INTO MY MECHANISM THAT SEEMS NEVER STOPS...
AS I LAY HERE WITH MY OFFSPRING CURLED UP NEXT TO ME, I HEAR COCO RASPING HER THROAT AS I FAMOUSLY UNCONCIOUSLY DO TO ANNOY MANY WHO HAVE BEEN IN MY PRESSENCE INTIMATELY... I GIGGLE AS I KNOW SOMEONE WILL SUFFER THE CONSECUENCES OF MY GENES IN THE FUTURE WITH HER...
THEN THE QUESTION RINGS INTO MY STARVING FOR REST SYSTEM, AND POP UPS ARE SUDDENLY ON THE BACKBOARD OF MY BED AS IF I WERE A CARTOON...
IN THE BUBBLE IS "EMOTIONAL INTELIGENCE"...
WOW THIS IS SOMETHING THAT DOES NOT TRANSFER THRU GENES, THIS IS SOMETHING THAT IS GENUINELY TAUGHT... SO I ASK MYSELF IF I AM DOING A GOOD JOB AT TEACHING THEM AND THE PEOPLE THAT SURROUND ME ABOUT EMOTIONS...
TO BE HUMBLE IS NECESSARY BUT ALWAYS? SOMETIMES IT IS COOL TO KEEP THE HUMBLE HIDDEN FOR U HAVE TO DEFEND UR SELF FROM MEAN UGLINESS...
LOVING, U MUST ALWAYS BE HONEST WITH UR HEART, IF NOT YOU LOOSE...
SECURE ABOUT UR INSECURITIES... SECURE ABOUT UR WEAKNESSES
REBEL AGAINST ANYTHING YOU TRULY BELIEVE IS WRONG AND ALWAYS ADMIT WHEN YOU HAVE SCREWED UP...
GROWING UP MY MOTHER ONCE MADE ME FEEL HORRIBLE FOR CRYING FOR SHE FELT IT WAS WEAK OF ME BUT TODAY I REALIZE AND HAVE LEARNED FROM MY MOTHERS MISTAKES, TO SHOW SORROW IS BY NO MEANS WEAK, I BELIEVE IT IS POWERFUL TO FEEL PAIN FOR THIS MAKES YOU STRONGER... CLICHE BUT TRUE...
DO NOT CREATE AMAZING EXPECTATIONS, JUST HAVE THEM BE REAL AND KNOW WHAT YOU WANT...
EVIL STREAKS MUST BE CONTROLLED FOR WE ALL HAVE THEM AND THEY CAN GET WAY THE HECK OUT OF LINE FUELED BY OUR EGOS... FUCK I DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT AN EGO WAS UNTIL LAST YEAR! ESPECIALLY WHEN SPARKED BY IDIOTS WHO HAVE NOT GOTTEN LIFE YET...
EXPRESSION IS MY OUTLET, MAKES ME SOAR... WITHOUT IT I WOULD HAVE SHRIVLED UP AND POOFED AWAY...
LATELY I HAVE FOUND MYSELF WANTING TO GO BACK INTO PLACES OF MY CHILDHOOD WHERE MOTHER AND FATHER MAYBE WOULD HAVE PAID MORE ATTENTION TO MY FEELINGS, MY ACTIONS, BUT THEN I AM FLASHED BACK INTO MY GLOSSY REALITY AND AM SO FUCKIN PROUD OF THE GIFT I AM GIVING TO MY OFFSPRING...
EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE BY SPEAKING TO THEM ABOUT WHAT THEY FEEL WHAT WE ALL FEEL, DEBATING ON US... WHY WE FEEL, HATE, ENVY, LOVE AND WHY THINGS HURT AND WHY THINGS FEEL GOOD... I WISH ME LUCK ON THE QUEST TO TEACH THE IMPORTANCE OF EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE... FOR I AM SURE THEY WILL ENDURE MUCH SUCCESS BY ME DOING SO...
SO AS MY GENERATION READS THIS, HEHEHE U WILL KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT... TOO MANY COLD PARENTS NOT KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON...
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